This has been a tough week for me. The No Crap challenge has been tough to keep when there’s so much crap going on.
I’ve always been an emotional eater. When things are good I celebrate with a milkshake. When things are rotten, I devour a cake. It’s taken a conscious effort to break that cycle.
And I’m not going to lie. Sometimes that first bite still makes it to my mouth. And then I think, “Betsy what are you doing? Is this going to make you feel better? No. You will only feel worse because you let yourself down and you’ll regret it. So stop.”
Food is not a bandaid. It can not make the pain go away. I might cover it in chocolaty goodness for a second. But then the guilt will kick in and you’ll feel worse. If you really want to feel better, go for a run, or a walk, or a dance. Get those endorphins pumping and give your brain a pick-me-up.